Bernard Shaw

Candida
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CANDIDA (as she rises). Oh, James, how you startled me! I was so 
taken up with Eugene that I didn't hear your latch-key. How did 
the meeting go off? Did you speak well?

MORELL. I have never spoken better in my life.

CANDIDA. That was first rate! How much was the collection?

MORELL. I forgot to ask.

CANDIDA (to Eugene). He must have spoken splendidly, or he would 
never have forgotten that. (To Morell.) Where are all the others?

MORELL. They left long before I could get away: I thought I 
should never escape. I believe they are having supper somewhere.

CANDIDA (in her domestic business tone). Oh; in that case, Maria 
may go to bed. I'll tell her. (She goes out to the kitchen.)

MORELL (looking sternly down at Marchbanks). Well?

MARCHBANKS (squatting cross-legged on the hearth-rug, and  
actually at ease with Morell--even impishly humorous). Well? 

MORELL. Have you anything to tell me?

MARCHBANKS. Only that I have been making a fool of myself here in 
private whilst you have been making a fool of yourself in public.

MORELL. Hardly in the same way, I think.

MARCHBANKS (scrambling up--eagerly). The very, very, VERY same 
way. I have been playing the good man just like you. When you 
began your heroics about leaving me here with Candida--

MORELL (involuntarily). Candida?

MARCHBANKS. Oh, yes: I've got that far. Heroics are infectious: I 
caught the disease from you. I swore not to say a word in your 
absence that I would not have said a month ago in your presence.

MORELL. Did you keep your oath?

MARCHBANKS. (suddenly perching himself grotesquely on the easy 
chair). I was ass enough to keep it until about ten minutes ago. 
Up to that moment I went on desperately reading to her--reading 
my own poems--anybody's poems--to stave off a conversation. I was 
standing outside the gate of Heaven, and refusing to go in. Oh, 
you can't think how heroic it was, and how uncomfortable! Then--

MORELL (steadily controlling his suspense). Then?

MARCHBANKS (prosaically slipping down into a quite ordinary 
attitude in the chair). Then she couldn't bear being read to any 
longer.

MORELL. And you approached the gate of Heaven at last?

MARCHBANKS. Yes.

MORELL. Well? (Fiercely.) Speak, man: have you no feeling for me?

MARCHBANKS (softly and musically). Then she became an angel; and 
there was a flaming sword that turned every way, so that I 
couldn't go in; for I saw that that gate was really the gate of 
Hell.

MORELL (triumphantly). She repulsed you!

MARCHBANKS (rising in wild scorn). No, you fool: if she had done 
that I should never have seen that I was in Heaven already. 
Repulsed me! You think that would have saved me--virtuous 
indignation! Oh, you are not worthy to live in the same world 
with her. (He turns away contemptuously to the other side of the 
room.)

MORELL (who has watched him quietly without changing his place). 
Do you think you make yourself more worthy by reviling me, 
Eugene?

MARCHBANKS. Here endeth the thousand and first lesson. Morell: I 
don't think much of your preaching after all: I believe I could 
do it better myself. The man I want to meet is the man that 
Candida married.

MORELL. The man that--? Do you mean me? 

MARCHBANKS. I don't mean the Reverend James Mavor Morell, 
moralist and windbag. I mean the real man that the Reverend James 
must have hidden somewhere inside his black coat--the man that 
Candida loved. You can't make a woman like Candida love you by 
merely buttoning your collar at the back instead of in front.

MORELL (boldly and steadily). When Candida promised to marry me, 
I was the same moralist and windbag that you now see. I wore my 
black coat; and my collar was buttoned behind instead of in 
front. Do you think she would have loved me any the better for 
being insincere in my profession?

MARCHBANKS (on the sofa hugging his ankles). Oh, she forgave you, 
just as she forgives me for being a coward, and a weakling, and 
what you call a snivelling little whelp and all the rest of it. 
(Dreamily.) A woman like that has divine insight: she loves our 
souls, and not our follies and vanities and illusions, or our 
collars and coats, or any other of the rags and tatters we are 
rolled up in. (He reflects on this for an instant; then turns 
intently to question Morell.) What I want to know is how you got 
past the flaming sword that stopped me.

MORELL (meaningly). Perhaps because I was not interrupted at the 
end of ten minutes.

MARCHBANKS (taken aback). What!

MORELL. Man can climb to the highest summits; but he cannot dwell 
there long.

MARCHBANKS. It's false: there can he dwell for ever and there 
only. It's in the other moments that he can find no rest, no 
sense of the silent glory of life. Where would you have me spend 
my moments, if not on the summits? 

MORELL. In the scullery, slicing onions and filling lamps.

MARCHBANKS. Or in the pulpit, scrubbing cheap earthenware souls?

MORELL. Yes, that, too. It was there that I earned my golden 
moment, and the right, in that moment, to ask her to love me. I 
did not take the moment on credit; nor did I use it to steal 
another man's happiness.

MARCHBANKS (rather disgustedly, trotting back towards the 
fireplace). I have no doubt you conducted the transaction as 
honestly as if you were buying a pound of cheese. (He stops on 
the brink of the, hearth-rug and adds, thoughtfully, to
himself, with his back turned to Morell) I could only go to her 
as a beggar.

MORELL (starting). A beggar dying of cold--asking for her shawl?

MARCHBANKS (turning, surprised). Thank you for touching up my 
poetry. Yes, if you like, a beggar dying of cold asking for her 
shawl.

MORELL (excitedly). And she refused. Shall I tell you why she 
refused? I CAN tell you, on her own authority. It was because 
of--

MARCHBANKS. She didn't refuse.

MORELL. Not!

MARCHBANKS. She offered me all I chose to ask for, her shawl, her 
wings, the wreath of stars on her head, the lilies in her hand, 
the crescent moon beneath her feet--

MORELL (seizing him). Out with the truth, man: my wife is my 
wife: I want no more of your poetic fripperies. I know well that 
if I have lost her love and you have gained it, no law will bind 
her.

MARCHBANKS (quaintly, without fear or resistance). Catch me by 
the shirt collar, Morell: she will arrange it for me afterwards 
as she did this morning. (With quiet rapture.) I shall feel her 
hands touch me.

MORELL. You young imp, do you know how dangerous it is to say 
that to me? Or (with a sudden misgiving) has something made you 
brave?

MARCHBANKS. I'm not afraid now. I disliked you before: that was 
why I shrank from your touch. But I saw to-day--when she tortured 
you--that you love her. Since then I have been your friend: you 
may strangle me if you like.

MORELL (releasing him). Eugene: if that is not a heartless lie--
if you have a spark of human feeling left in you--will you tell 
me what has happened during my absence?

MARCHBANKS. What happened! Why, the flaming sword--(Morell stamps 
with impatience.) Well, in plain prose, I loved her so 
exquisitely that I wanted nothing more than the happiness of 
being in such love. And before I had time to come down from the 
highest summits, you came in.

MORELL (suffering deeply). So it is still unsettled--still the 
misery of doubt.

MARCHBANKS. Misery! I am the happiest of men. I desire nothing 
now but her happiness. (With dreamy enthusiasm.) Oh, Morell, let 
us both give her up. Why should she have to choose between a 
wretched little nervous disease like me, and a pig-headed parson 
like you? Let us go on a pilgrimage, you to the east and I to the 
west, in search of a worthy lover for her--some beautiful 
archangel with purple wings--

MORELL. Some fiddlestick. Oh, if she is mad enough to leave me 
for you, who will protect her? Who will help her? who will work 
for her? who will be a father to her children? (He sits down 
distractedly on the sofa, with his elbows on his knees and his 
head propped on his clenched fists.)

MARCHBANKS (snapping his fingers wildly). She does not ask those 
silly questions. It is she who wants somebody to protect, to 
help, to work for--somebody to give her children to protect, to 
help and to work for. Some grown up man who has become as a 
little child again. Oh, you fool, you fool, you triple fool! I am 
the man, Morell: I am the man. (He dances about excitedly, 
crying.) You don't understand what a woman is. Send for her, 
Morell: send for her and let her choose between--(The door opens 
and Candida enters. He stops as if petrified.)

CANDIDA (amazed, on the threshold). What on earth are you at, 
Eugene?

MARCHBANKS (oddly). James and I are having a preaching match; and 
he is getting the worst of it. (Candida looks quickly round at 
Morell. Seeing that he is distressed, she hurries down to him, 
greatly vexed, speaking with vigorous reproach to Marchbanks.)

CANDIDA. You have been annoying him. Now I won't have it, Eugene: 
do you hear? (Putting her hand on Morell's shoulder, and quite 
forgetting her wifely tact in her annoyance.) My boy shall not be 
worried: I will protect him.

MORELL (rising proudly). Protect!

CANDIDA (not heeding him--to Eugene). What have you been saying?

MARCHBANKS (appalled). Nothing--

CANDIDA. Eugene! Nothing?

MARCHBANKS (piteously). I mean--I--I'm very sorry. I won't do it 
again: indeed I won't. I'll let him alone. 

MORELL (indignantly, with an aggressive movement towards Eugene). 
Let me alone! You young--

CANDIDA (Stopping him). Sh--no, let me deal with him, James.

MARCHBANKS. Oh, you're not angry with me, are you? 

CANDIDA (severely). Yes, I am--very angry. I have a great mind to 
pack you out of the house.

MORELL (taken aback by Candida's vigor, and by no means relishing 
the sense of being rescued by her from another man). Gently, 
Candida, gently. I am able to take care of myself.

CANDIDA (petting him). Yes, dear: of course you are. But you 
mustn't be annoyed and made miserable.

MARCHBANKS (almost in tears, turning to the door). I'll go.

CANDIDA. Oh, you needn't go: I can't turn you out at this time of 
night. (Vehemently.) Shame on you! For shame!

MARCHBANKS (desperately). But what have I done? 

CANDIDA. I know what you have done--as well as if I had been here 
all the time. Oh, it was unworthy! You are like a child: you 
cannot hold your tongue. 

MARCHBANKS. I would die ten times over sooner than give you a 
moment's pain.

CANDIDA (with infinite contempt for this puerility). Much good 
your dying would do me!

MORELL. Candida, my dear: this altercation is hardly quite 
seemingly. It is a matter between two men; and I am the right 
person to settle it.

CANDIDA. Two MEN! Do you call that a man? (To Eugene.) You bad 
boy!

MARCHBANKS (gathering a whimsically affectionate courage from the 
scolding). If I am to be scolded like this, I must make a boy's 
excuse. He began it. And he's bigger than I am.

CANDIDA (losing confidence a little as her concern for Morell's 
dignity takes the alarm). That can't be true. (To Morell.) You 
didn't begin it, James, did you?

MORELL (contemptuously). No. 

MARCHBANKS (indignant). Oh!

MORELL (to Eugene). YOU began it--this morning. (Candida, 
instantly connecting this with his mysterious allusion in the 
afternoon to something told him by Eugene in the morning, looks 
quickly at him, wrestling with the enigma. Morell proceeds with 
the emphasis of offended superiority.) But your other point is 
true. I am certainly the bigger of the two, and, I hope, the 
stronger, Candida. So you had better leave the matter in my 
hands.

CANDIDA (again soothing him). Yes, dear; but--(Troubled.) I don't 
understand about this morning.

MORELL (gently snubbing her). You need not understand, my dear.

CANDIDA. But, James, I--(The street bell rings.) Oh, bother! Here 
they all come. (She goes out to let them in.) 

MARCHBANKS (running to Morell ). Oh, Morell, isn't it dreadful? 
She's angry with us: she hates me. What shall I do?

MORELL (with quaint desperation, clutching himself by the hair). 
Eugene: my head is spinning round. I shall begin to laugh 
presently. (He walks up and down the middle of the room.)

MARCHBANKS (following him anxiously). No, no: she'll think I've 
thrown you into hysterics. Don't laugh. (Boisterous voices and 
laughter are heard approaching. Lexy Mill, his eyes sparkling, 
and his bearing denoting unwonted elevation of spirit, enters 
with Burgess, who is greasy and self-complacent, but has all his 
wits about him. Miss Garnett, with her smartest hat and jacket 
on, follows them; but though her eyes are brighter than before, 
she is evidently a prey to misgiving. She places herself with her 
back to her typewriting table, with one hand on it to rest 
herself, passes the other across her forehead as if she were a 
little tired and giddy. Marchbanks relapses into shyness and 
edges away into the corner near the window, where Morell's books 
are.) 

MILL (exhilaratedly). Morell: I MUST congratulate you. (Grasping 
his hand.) What a noble, splendid, inspired address you gave us! 
You surpassed yourself.

BURGESS. So you did, James. It fair kep' me awake to the last 
word. Didn't it, Miss Garnett?

PROSERPINE (worriedly). Oh, I wasn't minding you: I was trying to 
make notes. (She takes out her note-book, and looks at her 
stenography, which nearly makes her cry.)

MORELL. Did I go too fast, Pross?

PROSERPINE. Much too fast. You know I can't do more than a 
hundred words a minute. (She relieves her feelings by throwing 
her note-book angrily beside her machine, ready for use next 
morning.)

MORELL (soothingly). Oh, well, well, never mind, never mind, 
never mind. Have you all had supper?

LEXY. Mr. Burgess has been kind enough to give us a really 
splendid supper at the Belgrave.

BURGESS (with effusive magnanimity). Don't mention it, Mr. Mill. 
(Modestly.) You're 'arty welcome to my little treat.

PROSERPINE. We had champagne! I never tasted it before. I feel 
quite giddy.

MORELL (surprised). A champagne supper! That was very handsome. 
Was it my eloquence that produced all this extravagance?

MILL (rhetorically). Your eloquence, and Mr. Burgess's goodness 
of heart. (With a fresh burst of exhilaration.) And what a very 
fine fellow the chairman is, Morell! He came to supper with us.

MORELL (with long drawn significance, looking at Burgess). 
O-o-o-h, the chairman. NOW I understand.

(Burgess, covering a lively satisfaction in his diplomatic 
cunning with a deprecatory cough, retires to the hearth. Lexy 
folds his arms and leans against the cellaret in a high-spirited 
attitude. Candida comes in with glasses, lemons, and a jug of hot 
water on a tray.)

CANDIDA. Who will have some lemonade? You know our rules: total 
abstinence. (She puts the tray on the table, and takes up the 
lemon squeezers, looking enquiringly round at them.)

MORELL. No use, dear. They've all had champagne. Pross has broken 
her pledge.

CANDIDA (to Proserpine). You don't mean to say you've been 
drinking champagne!

PROSERPINE (stubbornly). Yes, I do. I'm only a beer teetotaller, 
not a champagne teetotaller. I don't like beer. Are there any 
letters for me to answer, Mr. Morell? 

MORELL. No more to-night.

PROSERPINE. Very well. Good-night, everybody.

LEXY (gallantly). Had I not better see you home, Miss Garnett?

PROSERPINE. No, thank you. I shan't trust myself with anybody 
to-night. I wish I hadn't taken any of that stuff. (She walks 
straight out.)

BURGESS (indignantly). Stuff, indeed! That gurl dunno wot 
champagne is! Pommery and Greeno at twelve and six a bottle. She 
took two glasses a'most straight hoff. 

MORELL (a little anxious about her). Go and look after her, Lexy.

LEXY (alarmed). But if she should really be--Suppose she began 
to sing in the street, or anything of that sort.

MORELL. Just so: she may. That's why you'd better see her safely 
home.

CANDIDA. Do, Lexy: there's a good fellow. (She shakes his hand 
and pushes him gently to the door.)

LEXY. It's evidently my duty to go. I hope it may not be 
necessary. Good-night, Mrs. Morell. (To the rest.) Good-night. 
(He goes. Candida shuts the door.)

BURGESS. He was gushin' with hextra piety hisself arter two sips. 
People carn't drink like they huseter. (Dismissing the subject 
and bustling away from the hearth.) Well, James: it's time to 
lock up. Mr. Morchbanks: shall I 'ave the pleasure of your 
company for a bit of the way home?

MARCHBANKS (affrightedly). Yes: I'd better go. .(He hurries 
across to the door; but Candida places herself before it, barring 
his way.)

CANDIDA (with quiet authority). You sit down. You're not going 
yet.

MARCHBANKS (quailing). No: I--I didn't mean to. (He comes back 
into the room and sits down abjectly on the sofa.) 

CANDIDA. Mr. Marchbanks will stay the night with us, papa.

BURGESS. Oh, well, I'll say good-night. So long, James. (He 
shakes hands with Morell and goes on to Eugene.) Make 'em give 
you a night light by your bed, Mr. Morchbanks: it'll comfort you 
if you wake up in the night with a touch of that complaint of 
yores. Good-night.

MARCHBANKS. Thank you: I will. Good-night, Mr. Burgess. (They 
shake hands and Burgess goes to the door.) 

CANDIDA (intercepting Morell, who is following Burgess). Stay 
here, dear: I'll put on papa's coat for him. (She goes out with 
Burgess.)

MARCHBANKS. Morell: there's going to be a terrible scene. Aren't 
you afraid?

MORELL. Not in the least.

MARCHBANKS. I never envied you your courage before. (He rises 
timidly and puts his hand appealingly on Morell's forearm.) Stand 
by me, won't you?

MORELL (casting him off gently, but resolutely). Each for
himself, Eugene. She must choose between us now. (He goes to the 
other side of the room as Candida returns. Eugene sits down again 
on the sofa like a guilty schoolboy on his best behaviour.)

CANDIDA (between them, addressing Eugene). Are you sorry?

MARCHBANKS (earnestly). Yes, heartbroken.

CANDIDA. Well, then, you are forgiven. Now go off to bed like a 
good little boy: I want to talk to James about you.

MARCHBANKS (rising in great consternation). Oh, I can't do that, 
Morell. I must be here. I'll not go away. Tell her.

CANDIDA (with quick suspicion). Tell me what? (His eyes avoid 
hers furtively. She turns and mutely transfers the question to 
Morell.)

MORELL (bracing himself for the catastrophe). I have nothing to 
tell her, except (here his voice deepens to a measured and 
mournful tenderness) that she is my greatest treasure on earth--
if she is really mine.

CANDIDA (coldly, offended by his yielding to his orator's 
instinct and treating her as if she were the audience at the 
Guild of St. Matthew). I am sure Eugene can say no less, if that 
is all.

MARCHBANKS (discouraged). Morell: she's laughing at us. 

MORELL (with a quick touch of temper). There is nothing to laugh 
at. Are you laughing at us, Candida?

CANDIDA (with quiet anger). Eugene is very quick-witted, James. I 
hope I am going to laugh; but I am not sure that I am not going 
to be very angry. (She goes to the fireplace, and stands there 
leaning with her arm on the mantelpiece and her foot on the 
fender, whilst Eugene steals to Morell and plucks him by the 
sleeve.)

MARCHBANKS (whispering). Stop Morell. Don't let us say anything.

MORELL (pushing Eugene away without deigning to look at him). I 
hope you don't mean that as a threat, Candida. 

CANDIDA (with emphatic warning). Take care, James. Eugene: I 
asked you to go. Are you going?

MORELL (putting his foot down). He shall not go. I wish him to 
remain.

MARCHBANKS. I'll go. I'll do whatever you want. (He turns to the 
door.)

CANDIDA. Stop! (He obeys.) Didn't you hear James say he wished 
you to stay? James is master here. Don't you know that?

MARCHBANKS (flushing with a young poet's rage against tyranny). 
By what right is he master?

CANDIDA (quietly). Tell him, James.

MORELL (taken aback). My dear: I don't know of any right that 
makes me master. I assert no such right. 

CANDIDA (with infinite reproach). You don't know! Oh, James, 
James! (To Eugene, musingly.) I wonder do you understand, Eugene! 
No: you're too young. Well, I give you leave to stay--to stay and 
learn. (She comes away from the hearth and places herself between 
them.) Now, James: what's the matter? Come: tell me.

MARCHBANKS (whispering tremulously across to him). Don't. 

CANDIDA. Come. Out with it!

MORELL (slowly). I meant to prepare your mind carefully, Candida, 
so as to prevent misunderstanding.

CANDIDA. Yes, dear: I am sure you did. But never mind: I shan't 
misunderstand.

MORELL. Well--er--(He hesitates, unable to find the long 
explanation which he supposed to be available.)

CANDIDA. Well?

MORELL (baldly). Eugene declares that you are in love with him.

MARCHBANKS (frantically). No, no, no, no, never. I did not, Mrs. 
Morell: it's not true. I said I loved you, and that he didn't. I 
said that I understood you, and that he couldn't. And it was not 
after what passed there before the fire that I spoke: it was not, 
on my word. It was this morning.

CANDIDA (enlightened). This morning!

MARCHBANKS. Yes. (He looks at her, pleading for credence, and 
then adds, simply) That was what was the matter with my collar. 

CANDIDA (after a pause; for she does not take in his meaning at 
once). His collar! (She turns to Morell, shocked.) Oh, James: did 
you--(she stops)?

MORELL (ashamed). You know, Candida, that I have a temper to 
struggle with. And he said (shuddering) that you despised me in 
your heart. 

CANDIDA (turning quickly on Eugene). Did you say that?

MARCHBANKS (terrified). No!

CANDIDA (severely). Then James has just told me a falsehood.
Is that what you mean?

MARCHBANKS. No, no: I--I-- (blurting out the explanation 
desperately) --it was David's wife. And it wasn't at home: it was 
when she saw him dancing before all the people.

MORELL (taking the cue with a debater's adroitness). Dancing 
before all the people, Candida; and thinking he was moving their 
hearts by his mission when they were only suffering from--
Prossy's complaint. (She is about to protest: he raises his hand 
to silence her, exclaiming) Don't try to look indignant, 
Candida:--

CANDIDA (interjecting). Try!

MORELL (continuing). Eugene was right. As you told me a few hours 
after, he is always right. He said nothing that you did not say 
far better yourself. He is the poet, who sees everything; and I 
am the poor parson, who understands nothing.

CANDIDA (remorsefully). Do you mind what is said by a foolish 
boy, because I said something like it again in jest? 

MORELL. That foolish boy can speak with the inspiration of a 
child and the cunning of a serpent. He has claimed that you 
belong to him and not to me; and, rightly or wrongly, I have come 
to fear that it may be true. I will not go about tortured with 
doubts and suspicions. I will not live with you and keep a secret 
from you. I will not suffer the intolerable degradation of 
jealousy. We have agreed--he and I--that you shall choose between 
us now. I await your decision.

CANDIDA (slowly recoiling a step, her heart hardened by his 
rhetoric in spite of the sincere feeling behind it). Oh! I am to 
choose, am I? I suppose it is quite settled that I must belong to 
one or the other.

MORELL (firmly). Quite. You must choose definitely. 

MARCHBANKS (anxiously). Morell: you don't understand. She means 
that she belongs to herself.

CANDIDA (turning on him). I mean that and a good deal more, 
Master Eugene, as you will both find out presently. And pray, my 
lords and masters, what have you to offer for my choice? I am up 
for auction, it seems. What do you bid, James?

MORELL (reproachfully). Cand-- (He breaks down: his eyes and 
throat fill with tears: the orator becomes the wounded animal.) I 
can't speak--

CANDIDA (impulsively going to him). Ah, dearest--

MARCHBANKS (in wild alarm). Stop: it's not fair. You mustn't show 
her that you suffer, Morell. I am on the rack, too; but I am not 
crying.

MORELL (rallying all his forces). Yes: you are right. It is not 
for pity that I am bidding. (He disengages himself from Candida.)

CANDIDA (retreating, chilled). I beg your pardon, James; I did 
not mean to touch you. I am waiting to hear your bid.

MORELL (with proud humility). I have nothing to offer you but my 
strength for your defence, my honesty of purpose for your surety, 
my ability and industry for your livelihood, and my authority and 
position for your dignity. That is all it becomes a man to offer 
to a woman.

CANDIDA (quite quietly). And you, Eugene? What do you offer?

MARCHBANKS. My weakness! my desolation! my heart's need!

CANDIDA (impressed). That's a good bid, Eugene. Now I know how to 
make my choice.

She pauses and looks curiously from one to the other, as if 
weighing them. Morell, whose lofty confidence has changed into 
heartbreaking dread at Eugene's bid, loses all power of
concealing his anxiety. Eugene, strung to the highest tension, 
does not move a muscle.

MORELL (in a suffocated voice--the appeal bursting from the 
depths of his anguish). Candida! 

MARCHBANKS (aside, in a flash of contempt). Coward! 

CANDIDA (significantly). I give myself to the weaker of the two.

Eugene divines her meaning at once: his face whitens like steel 
in a furnace that cannot melt it.

MORELL (bowing his head with the calm of collapse). I accept your 
sentence, Candida.

CANDIDA. Do you understand, Eugene?

MARCHBANKS. Oh, I feel I'm lost. He cannot bear the burden.

MORELL (incredulously, raising his bead with prosaic abruptness). 
Do you mean, me, Candida?

CANDIDA (smiling a little). Let us sit and talk comfortably over 
it like three friends. (To Morell.) Sit down, dear. (Morell takes 
the chair from the fireside--the children's chair.) Bring me that 
chair, Eugene. (She indicates the easy chair. He fetches it 
silently, even with something like cold strength, and places it 
next Morell, a little behind him. She sits down. He goes to the 
sofa and sits there, still silent and inscrutable. When they are 
all settled she begins, throwing a spell of quietness on them by 
her calm, sane, tender tone.) You remember what you told me about 
yourself, Eugene: how nobody has cared for you since your old 
nurse died: how those clever, fashionable sisters and successful 
brothers of yours were your mother's and father's pets: how 
miserable you were at Eton: how your father is trying to starve 
you into returning to Oxford: how you have had to live without 
comfort or welcome or refuge, always lonely, and nearly always 
disliked and misunderstood, poor boy!

MARCHBANKS (faithful to the nobility of his lot). I had my books. 
I had Nature. And at last I met you.

CANDIDA. Never mind that just at present. Now I want you to look 
at this other boy here--MY boy--spoiled from his cradle. We go 
once a fortnight to see his parents. You should come with us, 
Eugene, and see the pictures of the hero of that household. James 
as a baby! the most wonderful of all babies. James holding his 
first school prize, won at the ripe age of eight! James as the 
captain of his eleven! James in his first frock coat! James 
under all sorts of glorious circumstances! You know how strong he 
is (I hope he didn't hurt you)--how clever he is--how happy! 
(With deepening gravity.) Ask James's mother and his three 
sisters what it cost to save James the trouble of doing anything 
but be strong and clever and happy. Ask ME what it costs to be 
James's mother and three sisters and wife and mother to his 
children all in one. Ask Prossy and Maria how troublesome the 
house is even when we have no visitors to help us to slice the 
onions. Ask the tradesmen who want to worry James and spoil his 
beautiful sermons who it is that puts them off. When there is 
money to give, he gives it: when there is money to refuse, I 
refuse it. I build a castle of comfort and indulgence and love 
for him, and stand sentinel always to keep little vulgar cares 
out. I make him master here, though he does not know it, and 
could not tell you a moment ago how it came to be so. (With sweet 
irony.) And when he thought I might go away with you, his only 
anxiety was what should become of ME! And to tempt me to stay he 
offered me (leaning forward to stroke his hair caressingly at 
each phrase) his strength for MY defence, his industry for my 
livelihood, his position for my dignity, his-- (Relenting.) Ah, I 
am mixing up your beautiful sentences and spoiling them, am I 
not, darling? (She lays her cheek fondly against his.)

MORELL (quite overcome, kneeling beside her chair and embracing 
her with boyish ingenuousness). It's all true, every word. What 
I am you have made me with the labor of your hands and the love 
of your heart! You are my wife, my mother, my sisters: you are 
the sum of all loving care to me.

CANDIDA (in his arms, smiling, to Eugene). Am I YOUR mother and 
sisters to you, Eugene?

MARCHBANKS (rising with a fierce gesture of disgust). Ah, never. 
Out, then, into the night with me!

CANDIDA (rising quickly and intercepting him). You are not going 
like that, Eugene?

MARCHBANKS (with the ring of a man's voice--no longer a boy's--in 
the words). I know the hour when it strikes. I am impatient to do 
what must be done.

MORELL (rising from his knee, alarmed). Candida: don't let him do 
anything rash.

CANDIDA (confident, smiling at Eugene). Oh, there is no fear. He 
has learnt to live without happiness.

MARCHBANKS. I no longer desire happiness: life is nobler than 
that. Parson James: I give you my happiness with both hands: I 
love you because you have filled the heart of the woman I loved. 
Good-bye. (He goes towards the door.)

CANDIDA. One last word. (He stops, but without turning to her.) 
How old are you, Eugene?

MARCHBANKS. As old as the world now. This morning I was eighteen. 

CANDIDA (going to him, and standing behind him with one hand 
caressingly on his shoulder). Eighteen! Will you, for my sake, 
make a little poem out of the two sentences I am going to say to 
you? And will you promise to repeat it to yourself whenever you 
think of me?

MARCHBANKS (without moving). Say the sentences. 

CANDIDA. When I am thirty, she will be forty-five. When I am 
sixty, she will be seventy-five.

MARCHBANKS (turning to her). In a hundred years, we shall be the 
same age. But I have a better secret than that in my heart. Let 
me go now. The night outside grows impatient.

CANDIDA. Good-bye. (She takes his face in her hands; and as he 
divines her intention and bends his knee, she kisses his 
forehead. Then he flies out into the night. She turns to
Morell, holding out her arms to him.) Ah, James! (They
embrace. But they do not know the secret in the poet's heart.)
                
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