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SYLVIA'S MARRIAGE 

SOME PRESS NOTICES 

"The importance of the theme cannot be doubted, and no one hitherto
ignorant of the ravages of the evil and therefore, by implication,
in need of being convinced can refuse general agreement with Mr.
Sinclair upon the question as he argues it. The character that
matters most is very much alive and most entertaining."--_The Times._ 

"Very severe and courageous. It would, indeed, be difficult to deny
or extenuate the appalling truth of Mr. Sinclair's indictment."--
_The Nation._

"There is not a man nor a grown woman who would not be better for
reading Sylvia's Marriage."--_The Globe_ 

"Those who found Sylvia charming on her first appearance will find
her as beautiful and fascinating as ever."--_The Pall Mall. 

"A novel that frankly is devoted to the illustration of the dangers
that society runs through the marriage of unsound men with
unsuspecting women. The time has gone by when any objection was
likely to be taken to a perfectly clean discussion of a nasty
subject."--_T.P.'s Weekly._






SYLVIA'S MARRIAGE 

A NOVEL 

BY 

UPTON SINCLAIR 

AUTHOR OF "THE JUNGLE," ETC., ETC. 

LONDON 






CONTENTS 



BOOK I SYLVIA AS WIFE 

BOOK II SYLVIA AS MOTHER 

BOOK III SYLVIA AS REBEL 






SYLVIA'S MARRIAGE 

BOOK I 

SYLVIA AS WIFE 





1. I am telling the story of Sylvia Castleman. I should prefer to
tell it without mention of myself; but it was written in the book of
fate that I should be a decisive factor in her life, and so her
story pre-supposes mine. I imagine the impatience of a reader, who
is promised a heroine out of a romantic and picturesque "society"
world, and finds himself beginning with the autobiography of a
farmer's wife on a solitary homestead in Manitoba. But then I
remember that Sylvia found me interesting. Putting myself in her
place, remembering her eager questions and her exclamations, I am
able to see myself as a heroine of fiction. 

I was to Sylvia a new and miraculous thing, a self-made woman. I
must have been the first "common" person she had ever known
intimately. She had seen us afar off, and wondered vaguely about us,
consoling herself with the reflection that we probably did not know
enough to be unhappy over our sad lot in life. But here I was,
actually a soul like herself; and it happened that I knew more than
she did, and of things she desperately needed to know. So all the
luxury, power and prestige that had been given to Sylvia Castleman
seemed as nothing beside Mary Abbott, with her modern attitude and
her common-sense. 

My girlhood was spent upon a farm in Iowa. My father had eight
children, and he drank. Sometimes he struck me; and so it came about
that at the age of seventeen I ran away with a boy of twenty who
worked upon a neighbour's farm. I wanted a home of my own, and Tom
had some money saved up. We journeyed to Manitoba, and took out a
homestead, where I spent the next twenty years of my life in a
hand-to-hand struggle with Nature which seemed simply incredible to
Sylvia when I told her of it. 

The man I married turned out to be a petty tyrant. In the first five
years of our life he succeeded in killing the love I had for him;
but meantime I had borne him three children, and there was nothing
to do but make the best of my bargain. I became to outward view a
beaten drudge; yet it was the truth that never for an hour did I
give up. When I lost what would have been my fourth child, and the
doctor told me that I could never have another, I took this for my
charter of freedom, and made up my mind to my course; I would raise
the children I had, and grow up with them, and move out into life
when they did. 

This was when I was working eighteen hours a day, more than half of
it by lamp-light, in the darkness of our Northern winters. When the
accident came, I had been doing the cooking for half a dozen men,
who were getting in the wheat upon which our future depended. I fell
in my tracks, and lost my child; yet I sat still and white while the
men ate supper, and afterwards I washed up the dishes. Such was my
life in those days; and I can see before me the face of horror with
which Sylvia listened to the story. But these things are common in
the experience of women who live upon pioneer farms, and toil as the
slave-woman has toiled since civilization began. 

We won out, and my husband made money. I centred my energies upon
getting school-time for my children; and because I had resolved that
they should not grow ahead of me, I sat up at night, and studied
their books. When the oldest boy was ready for high-school, we moved
to a town, where my husband had bought a granary business. By that
time I had become a physical wreck, with a list of ailments too
painful to describe. But I still had my craving for knowledge, and
my illness was my salvation, in a way--it got me a hired girl, and
time to patronize the free library. 

I had never had any sort of superstition or prejudice, and when I
got into the world of books, I began quickly to find my way. I
travelled into by-paths, of course; I got Christian Science badly,
and New Thought in a mild attack. I still have in my mind what the
sober reader would doubtless consider queer kinks; for instance, I
still practice "mental healing," in a form, and I don't always tell
my secret thoughts about Theosophy and Spiritualism. But almost at
once I worked myself out of the religion I had been taught, and away
from my husband's politics, and the drugs of my doctors. One of the
first subjects I read about was health; I came upon a book on
fasting, and went away upon a visit and tried it, and came back home
a new woman, with a new life before me. 

In all of these matters my husband fought me at every step. He
wished to rule, not merely my body, but my mind, and it seemed as if
every new thing that I learned was an additional affront to him. I
don't think I was rendered disagreeable by my culture; my only
obstinacy was in maintaining the right of the children to do their
own thinking. But during this time my husband was making money, and
filling his life with that. He remained in his every idea the
money-man, an active and bitter leader of the forces of greed in our
community; and when my studies took me to the inevitable end, and I
joined the local of the Socialist party in our town, it was to him
like a blow in the face. He never got over it, and I think that if
the children had not been on my side, he would have claimed the
Englishman's privilege of beating me with a stick not thicker than
his thumb. As it was, he retired into a sullen hypochondria, which
was so pitiful that in the end I came to regard him as not
responsible. 

I went to a college town with my three children, and when they were
graduated, having meantime made sure that I could never do anything
but torment my husband, I set about getting a divorce. I had helped
to lay the foundation of his fortune, cementing it with my blood, I
might say, and I could fairly have laid claim to half what he had
brought from the farm; but my horror of the parasitic woman had
come to be such that rather than even seem to be one, I gave up
everything, and went out into the world at the age of forty-five to
earn my own living. My children soon married, and I would not be a
burden to them; so I came East for a while, and settled down quite
unexpectedly into a place as a field-worker for a child-labour
committee. 

You may think that a woman so situated would not have been apt to
meet Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver, _nГ©e_ Castleman, and to be chosen for
her bosom friend; but that would only be because you do not know the
modern world. We have managed to get upon the consciences of the
rich, and they invite us to attend their tea-parties and disturb
their peace of mind. And then, too, I had a peculiar hold upon
Sylvia; when I met her I possessed the key to the great mystery of
her life. How that had come about is a story in itself, the thing I
have next to tell. 

2. It happened that my arrival in New York from the far West
coincided with Sylvia's from the far South; and that both fell at a
time when there were no wars or earthquakes or football games to
compete for the front page of the newspapers. So everybody was
talking about the prospective wedding. The fact that the Southern
belle had caught the biggest prize among the city's young
millionaires was enough to establish precedence with the city's
subservient newspapers, which had proceeded to robe the grave and
punctilious figure of the bridegroom in the garments of King
Cophetua. The fact that the bride's father was the richest man in
his own section did not interfere with this--for how could
metropolitan editors be expected to have heard of the glories of
Castleman Hall, or to imagine that there existed a section of
America so self-absorbed that its local favourite would not feel
herself exalted in becoming Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver? 

What the editors knew about Castleman Hall was that they wired for
pictures, and a man was sent from the nearest city to "snap" this
unknown beauty; whereupon her father chased the presumptuous
photographer and smashed his camera with a cane. So, of course, when
Sylvia stepped out of the train in New York, there was a whole
battery of cameras awaiting her, and all the city beheld her image
the next day. 

The beginning of my interest in this "belle" from far South was when
I picked up the paper at my breakfast table, and found her gazing at
me, with the wide-open, innocent eyes of a child; a child who had
come from some fairer, more gracious world, and brought the memory
of it with her, trailing her clouds of glory. She had stepped from
the train into the confusion of the roaring city, and she stood,
startled and frightened, yet, I thought, having no more real idea of
its wickedness and horror than a babe in arms. I read her soul in
that heavenly countenance, and sat looking at it, enraptured, dumb.
There must have been thousands, even in that metropolis of Mammon,
who loved her from that picture, and whispered a prayer for her
happiness. 

I can hear her laugh as I write this. For she would have it that I
was only one more of her infatuated lovers, and that her clouds of
glory were purely stage illusion. She knew exactly what she was
doing with those wide-open, innocent eyes! Had not old Lady Dee,
most cynical of worldlings, taught her how to use them when she was
a child in pig-tails? To be sure she had been scared when she
stepped off the train, and strange men had shoved cameras under her
nose. It was almost as bad as being assassinated! But as to her
heavenly soul--alas, for the blindness of men, and of sentimental
old women, who could believe in a modern "society" girl! 

I had supposed that I was an emancipated woman when I came to New
York. But one who has renounced the world, the flesh and the devil,
knowing them only from pictures in magazines and Sunday supplements;
such a one may find that he has still some need of fasting and
praying. The particular temptation which overcame me was this
picture of the bride-to-be. I wanted to see her, and I went and
stood for hours in a crowd of curious women, and saw the wedding
party enter the great Fifth Avenue Church, and discovered that my
Sylvia's hair was golden, and her eyes a strange and wonderful
red-brown. And this was the moment that fate had chosen to throw
Claire Lepage into my arms, and give me the key to the future of
Sylvia's life. 

3. I am uncertain how much I should tell about Claire Lepage. It is
a story which is popular in a certain sort of novel, but I have no
wish for that easy success. Towards Claire herself I had no trace of
the conventional attitude, whether of contempt or of curiosity. She
was to me the product of a social system, of the great New Nineveh
which I was investigating. And later on, when I knew her, she was a
weak sister whom I tried to help. 

It happened that I knew much more about such matters than the
average woman--owing to a tragedy in my life. When I was about
twenty-five years old, my brother-in-law had moved his family to our
part of the world, and one of his boys had become very dear to me.
This boy later on had got into trouble, and rather than tell anyone
about it, had shot himself. So my eyes had been opened to things
that are usually hidden from my sex; for the sake of my own sons, I
had set out to study the underground ways of the male creature. I
developed the curious custom of digging out every man I met, and
making him lay bare his inmost life to me; so you may understand
that it was no ordinary pair of woman's arms into which Claire
Lepage was thrown. 

At first I attributed her vices to her environment, but soon I
realized that this was a mistake; the women of her world do not as a
rule go to pieces. Many of them I met were free and independent
women, one or two of them intellectual and worth knowing. For the
most part such women marry well, in the worldly sense, and live as
contented lives as the average lady who secures her life-contract at
the outset. If you had met Claire at an earlier period of her
career, and if she had been concerned to impress you, you might have
thought her a charming hostess. She had come of good family, and
been educated in a convent--much better educated than many society
girls in America. She spoke English as well as she did French, and
she had read some poetry, and could use the language of idealism
whenever necessary. She had even a certain religious streak, and
could voice the most generous sentiments, and really believe that
she believed them. So it might have been some time before you
discovered the springs of her weakness. 

In the beginning I blamed van Tuiver; but in the end I concluded
that for most of her troubles she had herself to thank--or perhaps
the ancestors who had begotten her. She could talk more nobly and
act more abjectly than any other woman I have ever known. She wanted
pleasant sensations, and she expected life to furnish them
continuously. Instinctively she studied the psychology of the person
she was dealing with, and chose a reason which would impress that
person. 

At this time, you understand, I knew nothing about Sylvia Castleman
or her fiancГ©, except what the public knew. But now I got an inside
view--and what a view! I had read some reference to Douglas van
Tuiver's Harvard career: how he had met the peerless Southern
beauty, and had given up college and pursued her to her home. I had
pictured the wooing in the rosy lights of romance, with all the
glamour of worldly greatness. But now, suddenly, what a glimpse into
the soul of the princely lover! "He had a good scare, let me tell
you," said Claire. "He never knew what I was going to do from one
minute to the next." 

"Did he see you in the crowd before the church door?" I inquired. 

"No," she replied, "but he thought of me, I can promise you." 

"He knew you were coming?" 

She answered, "I told him I had got an admission card, just to make
sure he'd keep me in mind!" 

4. I did not have to hear much more of Claire's story before making
up my mind that the wealthiest and most fashionable of New York's
young bachelors was a rather self-centred person. He had fallen
desperately in love with the peerless Southern beauty, and when she
had refused to have anything to do with him, he had come back to the
other woman for consolation, and had compelled her to pretend to
sympathize with his agonies of soul. And this when he knew that she
loved him with the intensity of a jealous nature. 

Claire had her own view of Sylvia Castleman, a view for which I
naturally made due reservations. Sylvia was a schemer, who had known
from the first what she wanted, and had played her part with
masterly skill. As for Claire, she had striven to match her moves,
plotting in the darkness against her, and fighting desperately with
such weak weapons as she possessed. It was characteristic that she
did not blame herself for her failure; it was the baseness of van
Tuiver, his inability to appreciate sincere devotion, his
unworthiness of her love. And this, just after she had been naively
telling me of her efforts to poison his mind against Sylvia while
pretending to admire her! But I made allowances for Claire at this
moment--realizing that the situation had been one to overstrain any
woman's altruism. 

She had failed in her subtleties, and there had followed scenes of
bitter strife between the two. Sylvia, the cunning huntress, having
pretended to relent, van Tuiver had gone South to his wooing again,
while Claire had stayed at home and read a book about the poisoners
of the Italian renaissance. And then had come the announcement of
the engagement, after which the royal conqueror had come back in a
panic, and sent embassies of his male friends to plead with Claire,
alternately promising her wealth and threatening her with
destitution, appealing to her fear, her cupidity, and even to her
love. To all of which I listened, thinking of the wide-open,
innocent eyes of the picture, and shedding tears within my soul. So
must the gods feel as they look down upon the affairs of mortals,
seeing how they destroy themselves by ignorance and folly, seeing
how they walk into the future as a blind man into a yawning abyss. 

I gave, of course, due weight to the sneers of Claire. Perhaps the
innocent one really had set a trap--had picked van Tuiver out and
married him for his money. But even so, I could hope that she had
not known what she was doing. Surely it had never occurred to her
that through all the days of her triumph she would have to eat and
sleep with the shade of another woman at her side! 

Claire said to me, not once, but a dozen times, "He'll come back to
me. She'll never be able to make him happy." And so I pictured
Sylvia upon her honeymoon, followed by an invisible ghost whose
voice she would never hear, whose name she would never know. All
that van Tuiver had learned from Claire, the sensuality, the
_ennin_, the contempt for woman--it would rise to torment and
terrify his bride, and turn her life to bitterness. And then beyond
this, deeps upon deeps, to which my imagination did not go--and of
which the Frenchwoman, with all her freedom of tongue, gave me no
more than a hint which I could not comprehend. 

5. Claire Lepage at this time was desperately lonely and unhappy.
Having made the discovery that my arms were sturdy, used to doing a
man's work, she clung to them. She begged me to go home with her, to
visit her--finally to come and live with her. Until recently an
elderly companion, had posed as her aunt, and kept her respectable
while she was upon van Tuiver's yacht, and at his castle in
Scotland. But this companion had died, and now Claire had no one
with whom to discuss her soul-states. 

She occupied a beautiful house on the West Side, not far from
Riverside Drive; and in addition to the use of this she had an
income of eight thousand a year--which was not enough to make
possible a chauffeur, nor even to dress decently, but only enough to
keep in debt upon. Such as the income was, however, she was willing
to share it with me. So there opened before me a new profession--
and a new insight into the complications of parasitism. 

I went to see her frequently at first, partly because I was
interested in her and her associates, and partly because I really
thought I could help her. But I soon came to realize that
influencing Claire was like moulding water; it flowed back round
your hands, even while you worked. I would argue with her about the
physiological effects of alcohol, and when I had convinced her, she
would promise caution; but soon I would discover that my arguments
had gone over her head. I was at this time feeling my way towards my
work in the East. I tried to interest her in such things as social
reform, but realized that they had no meaning for her. She was
living the life of the pleasure-seeking idlers of the great
metropolis, and every time I met her it seemed to me that her
character and her appearance had deteriorated. 

Meantime I picked up scraps of information concerning the van
Tuivers. There were occasional items in the papers, their yacht, the
"Triton," had reached the Azores; it had run into a tender in the
harbour of Gibraltar; Mr. and Mrs. van Tuiver had received the
honour of presentation at the Vatican; they were spending the season
in London, and had been presented at court; they had been royal
guests at the German army-manoeuvres. The million wage-slaves of the
metropolis, packed morning and night into the roaring subways and
whirled to and from their tasks, read items such as these and were
thrilled by the triumphs of their fellow-countrymen. 

At Claire's house I learned to be interested in "society" news. From
a weekly paper of gossip about the rich and great she would read
paragraphs, explaining subtle allusions and laying bare veiled
scandals. Some of the men she knew well, referring to them for my
benefit as Bertie and Reggie and Vivie and Algie. She also knew not
a little about the women of that super-world--information sometimes
of an intimate nature, which these ladies would have been startled
to hear was going the rounds. 

This insight I got into Claire's world I found useful, needless to
say, in my occasional forays as a soap-box orator of Socialism. I
would go from the super-heated luxury of her home to visit
tenement-dens where little children made paper-flowers twelve and
fourteen hours a day for a trifle over one cent an hour. I would
spend the afternoon floating about in the park in the automobile of
one of her expensive friends, and then take the subway and visit one
of the settlements, to hear a discussion of conditions which doomed
a certain number of working-girls to be burned alive every year in
factory fires. 

As time went on, I became savage concerning such contrasts, and the
speeches I was making for the party began to attract attention.
During the summer, I recollect, I had begun to feel hostile even
towards the lovely image of Sylvia, which I had framed in my room.
While she was being presented at St. James's, I was studying the
glass-factories in South Jersey, where I found little boys of ten
working in front of glowing furnaces until they dropped of
exhaustion and sometimes had their eyes burned out. While she and
her husband were guests of the German Emperor, I was playing the
part of a Polish working-woman, penetrating the carefully guarded
secrets of the sugar-trust's domain in Brooklyn, where human lives
are snuffed out almost every day in noxious fumes. 

And then in the early fall Sylvia came home, her honeymoon over. She
came in one of the costly suites in the newest of the _de luxe_
steamers; and the next morning I saw a new picture of her, and read
a few words her husband had condescended to say to a fellow
traveller about the courtesy of Europe to visiting Americans. Then
for a couple of months I heard no more of them. I was busy with my
child-labour work, and I doubt if a thought of Sylvia crossed my
mind, until that never-to-be-forgotten afternoon at Mrs. Allison's
when she came up to me and took my hand in hers. 

6. Mrs. Roland Allison was one of the comfortable in body who had
begun to feel uncomfortable in mind. I had happened to meet her at
the settlement, and tell her what I had seen in the glass factories;
whereupon she made up her mind that everybody she knew must hear me
talk, and to that end gave a reception at her Madison Avenue home. 

I don't remember much of what I said, but if I may take the evidence
of Sylvia, who remembered everything, I spoke effectively. I told
them, for one thing, the story of little Angelo Patri. Little Angelo
was of that indeterminate Italian age where he helped to support a
drunken father without regard to the child-labour laws of the State
of New Jersey. His people were tenants upon a fruit-farm a couple of
miles from the glass-factory, and little Angelo walked to and from
his work along the railroad-track. It is a peculiarity of the
glass-factory that it has to eat its children both by day and by
night; and after working six hours before midnight and six more
after midnight, little Angelo was tired. He had no eye for the birds
and flowers on a beautiful spring morning, but as he was walking
home, he dropped in his tracks and fell asleep. The driver of the
first morning train on that branch-line saw what he took to be an
old coat lying on the track ahead, and did not stop to investigate. 

All this had been narrated to me by the child's mother, who had
worked as a packer of "beers," and who had loved little Angelo. As I
repeated her broken words about the little mangled body, I saw some
of my auditors wipe away a surreptitious tear. 

After I had stopped, several women came up to talk with me at the
last, when most of the company was departing, there came one more,
who had waited her turn. The first thing I saw was her loveliness,
the thing about her that dazzled and stunned people, and then came
the strange sense of familiarity. Where had I met this girl before? 

She said what everybody always says; she had been so much
interested, she had never dreamed that such conditions existed in
the world. I, applying the acid test, responded, "So many people
have said that to me that I have begun to believe it." 

"It is so in my case," she replied, quickly. "You see, I have lived
all my life in the South, and we have no such conditions there." 

"Are you sure?" I asked. 

"Our negroes at least can steal enough to eat," she said. 

I smiled. Then--since one has but a moment or two to get in one's
work in these social affairs, and so has to learn to thrust quickly:
"You have timber-workers in Louisiana, steel-workers in Alabama. You
have tobacco-factories, canning-factories, cotton-mills--have you
been to any of them to see how the people live?" 

All this I said automatically, it being the routine of the agitator.
But meantime in my mind was an excitement, spreading like a flame.
The loveliness of this young girl; the eagerness, the intensity of
feeling written upon her countenance; and above all, the strange
sense of familiarity! Surely, if I had met her before, I should
never have forgotten her; surely it could not be--not possibly--

My hostess came, and ended my bewilderment. "You ought to get Mrs.
van Tuiver on your child-labour committee," she said. 

A kind of panic seized me. I wanted to say, "Oh, it is Sylvia
Castleman!" But then, how could I explain? I couldn't say, "I have
your picture in my room, cut out of a newspaper." Still less could I
say, "I know a friend of your husband." 

Fortunately Sylvia did not heed my excitement. (She had learned by
this time to pretend not to notice.) "Please don't misunderstand
me," she was saying. "I really _don't_ know about these things. And
I would do something to help if I could." As she said this she
looked with the red-brown eyes straight into mine--a gaze so clear
and frank and honest, it was as if an angel had come suddenly to
earth, and learned of the horrible tangle into which we mortals have
got our affairs. 

"Be careful what you're saying," put in our hostess, with a laugh.
"You're in dangerous hands." 

But Sylvia would not be warned. "I want to know more about it," she
said. "You must tell me what I can do." 

"Take her at her word," said Mrs. Allison, to me. "Strike while the
iron is hot!" I detected a note of triumph in her voice; if she
could say that she had got Mrs. van Tuiver to take up
child-labour--that indeed would be a feather to wear! 

"I will tell you all I can," I said. "That's my work in the world." 

"Take Mrs. Abbott away with you," said the energetic hostess, to
Sylvia; and before I quite understood what was happening, I had
received and accepted an invitation to drive in the park with Mrs.
Douglas van Tuiver. In her role of _dea ex machina_ the hostess
extricated me from the other guests, and soon I was established in a
big new motor, gliding up Madison Avenue as swiftly and silently as
a cloud-shadow over the fields. As I write the words there lies
upon my table a Socialist paper with one of Will Dyson's vivid
cartoons, representing two ladies of the great world at a reception.
Says the first, "These social movements are becoming _quite_ worth
while!" "Yes, indeed," says the other. "One meets such good
society!" 

7. Sylvia's part in this adventure was a nobler one than mine,
Seated as I was in a regal motor-car, and in company with one
favoured of all the gods in the world, I must have had an intense
conviction of my own saintliness not to distrust my excitement. But
Sylvia, for her part, had nothing to get from me but pain. I talked
of the factory-fires and the horrors of the sugar-refineries, and I
saw shadow after shadow of suffering cross her face. You may say it
was cruel of me to tear the veil from those lovely eyes, but in such
a matter I felt myself the angel of the Lord and His vengeance. 

"I didn't know about these things!" she cried again. And I found it
was true. It would have been hard for me to imagine anyone so
ignorant of the realities of modern life. The men and women she had
met she understood quite miraculously, but they were only two kinds,
the "best people" and their negro servants. There had been a whole
regiment of relatives on guard to keep her from knowing anybody
else, or anything else, and if by chance a dangerous fact broke into
the family stockade, they had formulas ready with which to kill it. 

"But now," Sylvia went on, "I've got some money, and I can help, so
I dare not be ignorant any longer. You must show me the way, and my
husband too. I'm sure he doesn't know what can be done." 

I said that I would do anything in my power. Her help would be
invaluable, not merely because of the money she might give, but
because of the influence of her name; the attention she could draw
to any cause she chose. I explained to her the aims and the methods
of our child-labour committee. We lobbied to get new legislation;
we watched officials to compel them to enforce the laws already
existing; above all, we worked for publicity, to make people realise
what it meant that the new generation was growing up without
education, and stunted by premature toil. And that was where she
could help us most--if she would go and see the conditions with her
own eyes, and then appear before the legislative committee this
winter, in favour of our new bill! 

She turned her startled eyes upon me at this. Her ideas of doing
good in the world were the old-fashioned ones of visiting and
almsgiving; she had no more conception of modern remedies than she
had of modern diseases. "Oh, I couldn't possibly make a speech!" she
exclaimed. 

"Why not?" I asked. 

"I never thought of such a thing. I don't know enough." 

"But you can learn." 

"I know, but that kind of work ought to be done by men." 

"We've given men a chance, and they have made the evils. Whose
business is it to protect the children if not the women's?" 

She hesitated a moment, and then said: "I suppose you'll laugh at
me." 

"No, no," I promised; then as I looked at her I guessed. "Are you
going to tell me that woman's place is the home?" 

"That is what we think in Castleman County," she said, smiling in
spite of herself. 

"The children have got out of the home," I replied. "If they are
ever to get back, we women must go and fetch them." 

Suddenly she laughed--that merry laugh that was the April sunshine
of my life for many years. "Somebody made a Suffrage speech in our
State a couple of years ago, and I wish you could have seen the
horror of my people! My Aunt Nannie--she's Bishop Chilton's
wife--thought it was the most dreadful thing that had happened since
Jefferson Davis was put in irons. She talked about it for days, and
at last she went upstairs and shut herself in the attic. The younger
children came home from school, and wanted to know where mamma was.
Nobody knew. Bye and bye, the cook came. 'Marse Basil, what we gwine
have fo' dinner? I done been up to Mis' Nannie, an' she say g'way
an' not pester her--she busy.' Company came, and there was dreadful
confusion--nobody knew what to do about anything--and still Aunt
Nannie was locked in! At last came dinner-time, and everybody else
came. At last up went the butler, and came down with the message
that they were to eat whatever they had, and take care of the
company somehow, and go to prayer-meeting, and let her alone--she
was writing a letter to the Castleman County _Register_ on the
subject of 'The Duty of Woman as a Homemaker'!" 

8. This was the beginning of my introduction to Castleman County. It
was a long time before I went there, but I learned to know its
inhabitants from Sylvia's stories of them. Funny stories, tragic
stories, wild and incredible stories out of a half-barbaric age! She
would tell them and we would laugh together; but then a wistful look
would come into her eyes, and a silence would fall. So very soon I
made the discovery that my Sylvia was homesick. In all the years
that I knew her she never ceased to speak of Castleman Hall as
"home". All her standards came from there, her new ideas were
referred there. 

We talked of Suffrage for a while, and I spoke about the lives of
women on lonely farms--how they give their youth and health to their
husband's struggle, yet have no money partnership which they can
enforce in case of necessity. "But surely," cried Sylvia, "you don't
want to make divorce more easy!" 

"I want to make the conditions of it fair to women," I said. 

"But then more women will get it! And there are so many divorced
women now! Papa says that divorce is a greater menace than
Socialism!" 

She spoke of Suffrage in England, where women were just beginning to
make public disturbances. Surely I did not approve of their leaving
their homes for such purposes as that! As tactfully as I could, I
suggested that conditions in England were peculiar. There was, for
example, the quaint old law which permitted a husband to beat his
wife subject to certain restrictions. Would an American woman submit
to such a law? There was the law which made it impossible for a
woman to divorce her husband for infidelity, unless accompanied by
desertion or cruelty. Surely not even her father would consider that
a decent arrangement! I mentioned a recent decision of the highest
court in the land, that a man who brought his mistress to live in
his home, and compelled his wife to wait upon her, was not
committing cruelty within the meaning of the English law. I heard
Sylvia's exclamation of horror, and met her stare of incredulity;
and then suddenly I thought of Claire, and a little chill ran over
me. It was a difficult hour, in more ways than one, that of my first
talk with Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver! 

I soon made the discovery that, childish as her ignorance was, there
was no prejudice in it. If you brought her a fact, she did not say
that it was too terrible to be true, or that the Bible said
otherwise, or that it was indecent to know about it. Nor, when you
met her next, did you discover that she had forgotten it. On the
contrary, you discovered that she had followed it to its remote
consequences, and was ready with a score of questions as to these. I
remember saying to myself, that first automobile ride: "If this girl
goes on thinking, she will get into trouble! She will have to stop,
for the sake of others!" 

"You must meet my husband some time," she said; and added, "I'll
have to see my engagement-book. I have so much to do, I never know
when I have a moment free." 

"You must find it interesting," I ventured. 

"I did, for a while; but I've begun to get tired of so much going
about. For the most part I meet the same people, and I've found out
what they have to say." 

I laughed. "You have caught the society complaint already--_ennui_!"

"I had it years ago, at home. It's true I never would have gone out
at all if it hadn't been for the sake of my family. That's why I
envy a woman like you--" 

I could not help laughing. It was too funny, Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver
envying me! 

"What's the matter?" she asked. 

"Just the irony of life. Do you know, I cut you out of the
newspaper, and put you in a little frame on my bureau. I thought,
here is the loveliest face I've ever seen, and here is the
most-to-be-envied of women." 

She smiled, but quickly became serious. "I learned very early in
life that I was beautiful; and I suppose if I were suddenly to cease
being beautiful, I'd miss it; yet I often think it's a nuisance. It
makes one dependent on externals. Most of the beautiful women I've
known make a sort of profession of it--they live to shine and be
looked at. 

"And you don't enjoy that?" I asked. 

"It restricts one's life. Men expect it of you, they resent your
having any other interest." 

"So," I responded, gravely, "with all your beauty and wealth, you
aren't perfectly happy?" 

"Oh, yes!" she cried--not having meant to confess so much. "I told
myself I would be happy, because I would be able to do so much good
in the world. There must be some way to do good with money! But now
I'm not sure; there seem to be so many things in the way. Just when
you have your mind made up that you have a way to help, someone
comes and points out to you that you may be really doing harm." 

She hesitated again, and I said, "That means you have been looking
into the matter of charity." 

She gave me a bright glance. "How you understand things!" she
exclaimed. 

"It is possible," I replied, "to know modern society so well that
when you meet certain causes you know what results to look for." 

"I wish you'd explain to me why charity doesn't do any good!" 

"It would mean a lecture on the competitive wage-system," I
laughed--" too serious a matter for a drive!" 

This may have seemed shirking on my part. But here I was, wrapped in
luxurious furs, rolling gloriously through the park at twilight on a
brilliant autumn evening; and the confiscation of property seems so
much more startling a proposition when you are in immediate contact
with it! This principle, which explains the "opportunism" of
Socialist cabinet-ministers and Labour M.P.s may be used to account
for the sudden resolve which I had taken, that for this afternoon at
least Mrs. Douglas van Tuiver should not discover that I was either
a divorced woman, or a soap-box orator of the revolution. 

9. Sylvia, in that first conversation, told me much about herself
that she did not know she was telling. I became fairly certain, for
instance, that she had not married Mr. Douglas van Tuiver for love.
The young girl who has so married does not suffer from ennui in the
first year, nor does she find her happiness depending upon her
ability to solve the problem of charity in connection with her
husband's wealth. 

She would have ridden and talked longer, she said, but for a dinner
engagement. She asked me to call on her, and I promised to come some
morning, as soon as she set a day. When the car drew up before the
door of her home, I thought of my first ride about the city in the
"rubber-neck wagon," and how I had stared when the lecturer pointed
out this mansion. We, the passengers, had thrilled as one soul,
imagining the wonderful life which must go on behind those massive
portals, the treasures outshining the wealth of Ormus and of Ind,
which required those thick, bronze bars for their protection. And
here was the mistress of all the splendour, inviting me to come and
see it from within! 

She wanted to send me home in the car, but I would not have that, on
account of the push-cart men and the babies in my street; I got out
and walked--my heart beating fast, my blood leaping with exultation.
I reached home, and there on the bureau was the picture--but behold,
how changed! It was become a miracle of the art of
colour-photography; its hair was golden, its eyes a wonderful
red-brown, its cheeks aglow with the radiance of youth! And yet more
amazing, the picture spoke! It spoke with the most delicious of
Southern drawls--referring to the "repo't" of my child-labour
committee, shivering at the cold and bidding me pull the "fu-uzz" up
round me. And when I told funny stories about the Italians and the
Hebrews of my tenement-neighbourhood, it broke into silvery
laughter, and cried: "Oh, de-ah me! How que-ah!" Little had I
dreamed, when I left that picture in the morning, what a miracle was
to be wrought upon it. 

I knew, of course, what was the matter with me; the symptoms were
unmistakable. After having made up my mind that I was an old woman,
and that there was nothing more in life for me save labour--here the
little archer had come, and with the sharpest of his golden arrows,
had shot me through. I had all the thrills, the raptures and
delicious agonies of first love; I lived no longer in myself, but in
the thought of another person. Twenty times a day I looked at my
picture, and cried aloud: "Oh, beautiful, beautiful!" 

I do not know how much of her I have been able to give. I have told
of our first talk--but words are so cold and dead! I stop and ask:
What there is, in all nature, that has given me the same feeling? I
remember how I watched the dragon-fly emerging from its chrysalis.
It is soft and green and tender; it clings to a branch and dries its
wings in the sun, and when the miracle is completed, there for a
brief space it poises, shimmering with a thousand hues, quivering
with its new-born ecstasy. And just so was Sylvia; a creature from
some other world than ours, as yet unsoiled by the dust and heat of
reality. It came to me with a positive shock, as a terrifying thing,
that there should be in this world of strife and wickedness any
young thing that took life with such intensity, that was so
palpitating with eagerness, with hope, with sympathy. Such was the
impression that one got of her, even when her words most denied it.
She might be saying world-weary and cynical things, out of the
maxims of Lady Dee; but there was still the eagerness, the sympathy,
surging beneath and lifting her words. 

The crown of her loveliness was her unconsciousness of self. Even
though she might be talking of herself, frankly admitting her
beauty, she was really thinking of other people, how she could get
to them to help them. This I must emphasize, because, apart from
jesting, I would not have it thought that I had fallen under the
spell of a beautiful countenance, combined with a motor-car and a
patrician name. There were things about Sylvia that were
aristocratic, that could be nothing else; but she could be her same
lovely self in a cottage--as I shall prove to you before I finish
with the story of her life. 

I was in love. At that time I was teaching myself German, and I sat
one day puzzling out two lines of Goethe: 

"Oden and Thor, these two thou knowest; Freya, the heavenly, knowest
thou not." 

And I remember how I cried aloud in sudden delight: _"I know her!"_
For a long time that was one of my pet names--"Freya dis
Himmlische!" I only heard of one other that I preferred--when in
course of time she told me about Frank Shirley, and how she had
loved him, and how their hopes had been wrecked. He had called her
"Lady Sunshine"; he had been wont to call it over and over in his
happiness, and as Sylvia repeated it to me--"Lady Sunshine! Lady
Sunshine!" I could imagine that I caught an echo of the very tones
of Frank Shirley's voice. 

10. For several days I waited upon the postman, and when the summons
came I dodged a committee-meeting, and ascended the marble stairs
with trepidation, and underwent the doubting scrutiny of an English
lackey, sufficiently grave in deportment and habiliments to have
waited upon a bishop in his own land. I have a vague memory of an
entrance-hall with panelled paintings and a double-staircase with a
snow-white carpet, about which I had read in the newspapers that it
was woven in one piece, and had cost an incredible sum. One did not
have to profane it with his feet, as there was an elevator provided.

I was shown to Sylvia's morning-room, which had been "done" in pink
and white and gold by some decorator who had known her colours. It
was large enough to have held half-a-dozen of my own quarters, and
the sun was allowed to flood it. Through a door at one side came
Sylvia, holding out her hands to me. 

She was really glad to see me! She began to apologize at once for
the time she had taken to write. It was because she had so much to
do. She had married into a world that took itself seriously: the
"idle rich," who worked like slaves. "You know," she said, while we
sat on a pink satin couch, and a footman brought us coffee: "you
read that Mrs. So-and-so is a 'social queen,' and you think it's a
newspaper phrase, but it isn't; she really feels that she's a queen,
and other people feel it, and she goes through her ceremonies as
solemnly as the Lord's anointed." 

She went on to tell me some of her adventures. She had a keen sense
of fun, and was evidently suffering for an outlet for it. She saw
through the follies and pretences of people in a flash, but they
were all such august and important people that, out of regard for
her husband, she dared not let them suspect her clairvoyant power. 

She referred to her experiences abroad. She had not liked
Europe--being quite frankly a provincial person. To Castleman County
a foreigner was a strange, dark person who mixed up his consonants,
and was under suspicion of being a fiddler or an opera-singer. The
people she had met under her husband's charge had been socially
indubitable, but still, they were foreigners, and Sylvia could never
really be sure what they meant. 

There was, for instance, the young son of a German steel-king, a
person of amazing savoir faire, who had made bold to write books and
exhibit pictures, and had travelled so widely that he had even heard
of Castleman County. He had taken Sylvia to show her the sights of
Berlin, and had rolled her down the "Sieges AllГ©e," making
outrageous fun of his Kaiser's taste in art, and coming at last to a
great marble column, with a female figure representing Victory upon
the top. "You will observe," said the cultured young plutocrat,
"that the Grecian lady stands a hundred meters in the air, and has
no stairway. There is a popular saying about her which is
delightful--that she is the only chaste woman in Berlin!" 

I had been through the culture-seeking stage, and knew my Henry
James; so I could read between the lines of Sylvia's experiences. I
figured her as a person walking on volcanic ground, not knowing her
peril, but vaguely disquieted by a smell of sulphur in the air. And
once in a while a crack would open in the ground! There was the Duke
of Something in Rome, for example, a melancholy young man, with whom
she had coquetted, as she did, in her merry fashion, with every man
she met. Being married, she had taken it for granted that she might
be as winsome as she chose; but the young Italian had misunderstood
the game, and had whispered words of serious import, which had so
horrified Sylvia that she flew to her husband and told him the
story--begging him incidentally not to horse-whip the fellow. In
reply it had to be explained to her she had laid herself liable to
the misadventure. The ladies of the Italian aristocracy were severe
and formal, and Sylvia had no right to expect an ardent young duke
to understand her native wildness. 

11. Something of that sort was always happening--something in each
country to bewilder her afresh, and to make it necessary for her
husband to remind her of the proprieties. In France, a cousin of van
Tuiver's had married a marquis, and they had visited the chateau.
The family was Catholic, of the very oldest and strictest, and the
brother-in-law, a prelate of high degree, had invited the guests to
be shown through his cathedral. "Imagine my bewilderment!" said
Sylvia. "I thought I was going to meet a church dignitary, grave and
reverent; but here was a wit, a man of the world. Such speeches you
never heard! I was ravished by the grandeur of the building, and I
said: 'If I had seen this, I would have come to you to be married.'
'Madame is an American,' he replied. 'Come the next time!' When I
objected that I was not a Catholic, he said: 'Your beauty is its own
religion!' When I protested that he would be doing me too great an
honour, 'Madame,' said he, 'the _honneur_ would be all to the church!'
And because I was shocked at all this, I was considered to be a
provincial person!"

Then they had come to London, a dismal, damp city where you "never
saw the sun, and when you did see it it looked like a poached egg";
where you had to learn to eat fish with the help of a knife, and
where you might speak of bitches, but must never on any account
speak of your stomach. They went for a week-end to "Hazelhurst," the
home of the Dowager Duchess of Danbury, whose son van Tuiver, had
entertained in America, and who, in the son's absence, claimed the
right to repay the debt. The old lady sat at table with two fat
poodle dogs in infants' chairs, one on each side of her, feeding out
of golden trays. There was a visiting curate, a frightened little
man at the other side of one poodle; in an effort to be at ease he
offered the wheezing creature a bit of bread. "Don't feed my dogs!"
snapped the old lady. "I don't allow anybody to feed my dogs!" 

And then there was the Honourable Reginald Annersley, the youngest
son of the family, home from Eton on vacation. The Honourable
Reginald was twelve years of age, undersized and ill-nourished.
("They feed them badly," his mother had explained, "an' the
teachin's no good either, but it's a school for gentlemen.")
"Honestly," said Sylvia, "he was the queerest little mannikin--like
the tiny waiter's assistants you see in hotels on the Continent. He
wore his Eton suit, you understand--grown-up evening clothes minus
the coat-tails, and a top hat. He sat at tea and chatted with the
mincing graces of a cotillion-leader; you expected to find some of
his hair gone when he took off his hat! He spoke of his brother, the
duke, who had gone off shooting seals somewhere. 'The jolly rotter
has nothing to do but spend his money; but we younger sons have to
work like dogs when we grow up!' I asked what he'd do, and he said
'I suppose there's nothin' but the church. It's a beastly bore, but
you do get a livin' out of it.'